Chapter 6:Anew

I stayed in hospital for the next week of days. I had accepted most things except one, she was never coming back. Despite the fact I should be happy the mother had gone I still felt this yearning inside for her. Like I craved the pain she had thrown and yelled upon my every breath. Social Services had been in asking me loads of questions about the relationship between the mother and I. I had managed to answer them, no matter how panicked it got.
Its over now, I thought. What next? What do I do now shes gone? I was going to be fostered, adopted whatever you wanted to call it! But who would take me? A goth, lets face it who wants a goth for a daughter? I was gonna move away, I was never gonna see Brad again. I felt like shit when I found out.
Now that I think about it moving away won't be so bad. I'm not leaving anyone who'd care, I'm not leaving my fav possesions behind I never really had much other than what I ran away with. The only thing I'm leaving I thought, is my past life.
I walked down the road to the Social Service's Office. A new path lay ahead. The sun was shining warm upon my face and body and my baggy trousers waltzed in the cool breeze. My hair flitered around the sweet smell of lilys as I passed them. And I entered the building which held my fate.